booyo .

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Thursday (:

Went drinking w alot of people . angela roubing beehan nicki dexter uncle robin yongjun annchen dexter terence weijie & me :D
Dexter was kind of the first guy to vomit -___- digusted x.x weijie & robin went back first.

only yj , dexter kinda drunk , annchen & me abitabit dizzy only . the rest okay yo ! okay . here's a funny thing . Yj & uncle wear boxers , swimming at dexter's condo swimming pool . WTF !? haha .

Went to Bedok Reservoir the jetty behind sk that onee . slacked && tonned there . Did alot of fortune telling . yj was emo-ing for dunno whateverx reason la . the rest of us had fun fortune telling . damn my back was so damn suan . Uncle steam when sleeping & it's fucking obvious . Yj cover roubings's eyes x.x . Nicki went to find us for awhile at around 7plus . Went back to sch after that . We went home after that too.

No pictures x.x if you want find pictures , err go to yongjun's
blog ! :D




Today

slept all the way when i reached home . D: slept until 8 pm x.x.
i 2 days nv sleep le hor ! D; .
Went to eat , then to yongjun's house . Currently BORED at his house .
nickipohhhhhh ! don't moodswing here & there le la ! ):

byeeeeee .

):

Willykoh realised that he had a strand of white hair. which he never had before. maybe he's been stressing too much x.x . but i think here & there still very unreasonable ): . After exam still stress , it's like wtf!? right. haha.

okayy, today i didn't gave school a miss. but i still think that it's still very.. stupid to go to school yknw . haha.

Today , went to school late on purpose , with dexter , uncle & robin . Simon says that there's hair check .. & yknw me & dexter's hair are over the length of expected . x.x . so we slacked at 114 until 8 am plus liddat bah..

Went back to school , the OM said there's no detention . hehe <3 luckky me. x.x
Ms Ong went for NDP , so there's no geog lesson :D . The half of the day is just slacking & sleeping , the other half is studying .. but i didn't rly done a thing yknw. X:

Went to TM with dexter, robin & co . Dexter went to cut his hair , he kept complaining thats it's very ugly , which seems QUITE normal to me . x.x hahaha .

Went back to my house , & pei dexter to his house . Terence came afterwards. Went to 114 Aljunied to eat , & back to his house aftermaths. He asked us to go home due to [whatever] reasons x.x .

Right now , having moodswings . don't know why . have been thinking alot of stressful things D: . someone help meeee ! x.x

haha . okay :D byeee.

harr.

monday , didn't went for school . woke up at 2pm plus .

today is sure a boring day . went to petal mac after bathing .
slacked at 604 playground aft eating w uncle .
around 4 plus went to sk gaming w terence .
went to his mum shop after lanning , listen to his mum nag at him . haha .
went home around 7 or 8.

sigh . wonder why my life became so lifeless -___-

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yunzhao's powerful edit X:






十年之后，看到你就sian , 你像猪八戒，那么久了还是一样。

this was what robin sang when u were on the beach :D

meaningful right !


okay currently very bored . & happy 2nd month to yj & rb [: birdbird couple !








happy two months to the birds. haha.

goodnights everybody [: ..

lifeless fuck.

AHH . i hate sundays . every sunday no life one -.-

okay , as i was saying , uncle was at my house. we woke up at around 4 plus . Supposingly going to meet my mum at 11 in th morning , but .. err lol.

Went to the block 707 slacked , ate at 704 , went to find yj , then my mum . she ask me go to her catholic church -___- & i don't want. lol.

Yj went to find dexter afterwards , me & uncle went to the bball court behind taonan pri find weijie , gehao & co. slacked & play awhile . fucking sweaty x.x

Went home around 9 .

Beehan ah! stop quarelling w jx alrdy! haha .

23rd was yesterday . today's 24th .. ahh!

BYE .

P/S i've stopped my "titonick" craze! & yj stopped his BY2 craze too -.-

23rd was yesterday. today's 24th . .ahh.

byebyee . & yj

ahhh.

ahh. woke up at terence house today. ahh . went to my house. get money , watch some shows & went to sk for lan w terence.

Went to ecp find dexter , as they asked me to. & they fucking nvr tell me they eating buffet. wtf. then i go there slack awhile only. went to find uncle alone aftermaths.

slacked w his friends, & we went back to my house. yay, uncle came to my house ton . hahha.

-FINISHED-

nickipohh! i'm sorry kay, ask you go ecp then i went back home when u reached. ]:


P/S . happy birthday feon!
PP/S hmm. 23rd D: lol. sighh.




22nd , May.

Went to ecp for buffet! haha . :/ okay. at first it's just me , francis , terence , yj & dexter. we were waiting for beehan & co.

we went to pool awhile first , when they reached , we went down to find them . haha.
i swear dexter & yj was drunk that day. & they are still denying. haha.

Me & francis is the , "da wei wang" there! haha . we were eating for two hours when other people went to the beach & slack. haha.

after eating , we went to find yj & co. at the beach . Jinxiang & beehan was quarelling on the phone before that , but he came to ecp to confront it w her . lol. alot people went homw alrdy. haha . weixin & uncle came when jinxiang came too.

after that , everythings alrite . slacked & plan to go whr . actually waznted to play lan , but terence no money -__- . so me & uncle went to his house & stay overnight. everybody went home after that.

-DONE-

no lifer -__-C

i swear i look damn jiao.




OKAY. everyday is a no life day for me alrdy. haha.

Woke up . ate , used com & went to bugis to find weixin & yongjun! couldn't blog out tiny bit of what we are doing . because it's a secret :D .

went to dhoby gault w yj , weixin went back bedok to eat dinner w his church friends. we went to watch Star Trek at The Cathay .

We walked past this super cool budget & very nice com LAN shop sponsered by starhub. It cost as low as $1 per hour! cool right!?

okay , the movie started , at about 7.30pm. ends around 9 i guess?

Went to 535 at bedok north rd find jinxiang , slacked , drink beer & lan :D .
Yongjun is at the shaggiest moment right now. HE LOST HIS ITOUCH YKNW! D: bet he's fucking shag with roubing & terence right now. haha.

ate mac , cycled jinxiang's kopped bike , chiong to damai , almost car bang -.- meet nicki , AWHILE then go home. haha! X:

okay , done :D . use com time!



P/S , yongjun! cheer up okay !







PP/S , i really miss you ... there's alot of question i want to ask you, like how are you doing & so , but i don't really dare you see. after drifting this far apart . sigh.

lifeless.

I kept thinking & thinking about you. sigh. lol. alritess stop here.

today's fucking lifeless. go to school dk do what. D: . listen to teacher crap & corrections for mid-year paper . zz.


tmd. sibei sian .

slacked at the usual place , until; 5 to 6 plus went home. ahhh . siansiansian .

life's a piece of shit . (taken from benji's blog . haha.)



As for you , i missed you so much. D:

):

yeahs , i agree that nothing last forever . but you're not the example . i am .

i don't wanna things to turn out this way either . its just that , i dont want you to be the one suffering . and you're not forcing me . its just that , i dont want us to have cold wars anymore . its like , sometimes we are like damn nice and good to each other . but the next minute , we didnt even talk at all ? yeahs , i know that i dont really know how to start a topic to talk about .

and its not a mistake that you walked into my life . you showed concern to me and stuff . i hope that you'll move on does not mean that im going wit that guy . i can say this . you treat me much better than that guy . and i mean . much better . and i didnt really contact him though . yeahs , but i guess i can only say idk .

sometimes , i frown not cause of mahjong . there are alot of things you dont know . example the last mahjong we played , i wasn't really in the mood cause of a friend of mine going into a addiction of glue . you know , pun gum . and i quarreled wit her and stuff . so , that is one type of reason im frowning .
yeahs , im sorry that i couldnt control my temper at times . and i admit that i did flare at you alot of time . but i dont mean it . im really sorry .
i was caught cause im just unlucky that day .
i dont really eat breakfast . i dont have that habit of eating breakfast uh . but i will eat when im hungry .
you too , you always sleep later than me !
i dont really have good terms wit my family . expecially my mum always find fault wit me . argh , no choice .
i hate having incomplete digestions !!
i freaking piss by my exams . i studied so much . but what i got is FAIL FAIL FAIL . i wonder whats the bloody point of studying something that you cant even score although you put in so much effort .sigh , you gotta work hard in your studies too alrights !
i love green tea , sushi , chocolate and alot !
my belongings always lost , and i freaking dont know why either ):
chocolate is my favourite !!
yeahs , i will try to skim down , what swine . you then swine can ! how can you insult me man . although im fat but i dont have swine D:
how can you stand that im already so short and he keep on hammering my head like my pe teacher ! he should encourage me to grow taller instead of making me stop growing ! D:
itouch wont spoil my eyes . dont worry . i got wear glasses when playing :D
i hate the bangala coach . she's always finding fault wit me . and i dont know why either . maybe im fair-er than her uh .
i dont care , you need to study hard too !

i dont really keep talking to yongjun . only sometimes when im real bored , we chat abit . he's roubing's !

you're not worthless , you ought to look for someone better than me .
yesterday , i keep repeating this to melissa . i asked her . why . why is it always that the guy i love does not love me like i do but the guy beside me and around me love me like how i love that guy but he isn't the one i love most ?
you treat me fuck good , but i treat you like kanasai . im sorry , i dont like things to be an end too . but i gotta let you get out of north pole . i dont wanna have anymore cold wars .

i dont know why i keep thinking about it the whole day . since morning i woke up , in classes , during the bus rides . after school at inter . i didnt really have the appetite to eat . its just that , i feel so bitch . i always realise how important a person is after it is gone , and i lost it .

im sorry for every single thing i've done to you .

..

nothing is everlasting. let me be an example.

i don't want to end it like this. but if that's what you want. u said i'm the one suffering , but i don't think it's me .

u said u made me suffer. but that's not how i feel .
u decided to make it an end . well that's up to you . because i don't want force you anymore . because 勉强不是幸福。

i think i am the one that made you suffer , it's my fault for walking into your life .

not everything's your fault . i had the most of it .

i'm a guy , but i do not know how to make decisions , instead i asked you to make decisions . useless right ?

yes , i am a bastard , which interfere you & that guy .

Go on & find your happiness . i shall not interfere anymore .

i believe time will make it right , but .. hah , th end.

i guess this is goodbye for true .

always smile . don't frown all the time because of losing mahjong kay !
don't be short tempered [:
don't go vandalising public playgrounds anymore!
always eat your break fast kay !
don't always sleep late late .
don't always quarrel w your family alrites.
don't always eat macdonalds because you said you will have incomplete digestion .
don't always burn midnight oils for exams ! :/
will buy sushi & green tea for you .
becareful of your belongings ! don't lose another 500 bucks !
don't always eat chocolate you pig .
try to slim down u fat swine !
don't be violent ! be nice to francis sometimes even when he disturbs you. haha.
don't always use itouch . later eyes spoil x.x
go for your netball trainings okay . got cca points de x.x
study hard yea . i'm sorry i can't keep my promise .
find yongjun when your bored. i can't entertain people de. haha. but not always kay ! rb will jealous de :D
don't sad anymore . i'm worthless.

This is goodbye . thank you for everything.

DON'T GO AWAY ~~

Angela's dumb. well look at her pm & u know whats going on. haha. heyhey, came back frm msia le wor ! haha.

okay ! was at yj house when i woke up. bathed & cabbed to 739. terence said he was going to find robin, ENDED UP finding jasmine -___- . i lonely lonely ate my break-lunch at 739 . -.- sighh. but i unds uhhh. lol .

lanned @ sk for 1 & a 1/2 hr . :/ went to my house, i changed clothes , & went to cut my hair. v lj -.-

bussed to tamp find dexter. He smuggled ciggs back to sg, BUT , what he smuggled singapore also have -.- jiaoo .

walkwalk , play arcade at t1 . went to his house for mahjong.

i just found out that me & terence got alot of affinity wor ! haha . won 1 dollar at the end of the game -___-

went home after that. sadly , we can't mahjong at his house anymore, due to his father , but it's okay la ! i don't really want to play anymore . [:

bussed home at aroundd 11. don't really feel like sleeping.

sighhx.

tiring day today. that asshole robin he called me & some how forced me to eat breakfast w him. okay lahr is i called him to pei me first. but i'm rly damn tired from all the cyclings & i didn't get a sleep yet :/ alrites. he came to my house @ around 9am. he asked me to sleep until 10am , suan ta hai you liang xin (: . shagggggg, because someone's at malaysia ]: . even it is just for one day .. but STILL .

Woke up at 10.30 , robin woke me up . i guai lan w him abit haha. Got my things ready, switched off the bloody cold air con & com, went out for breakfast. Reached the hawker . Ate nasi lemak & drank china apple :D . fuufuu, didn't really ate finished.. because suddenly i got stomachache -.- . Robin kept physco me to kup ciggs w him . zzz. & of cause, i refused :D . don't really have the money to smoke anymore , well , maybe this is a good thing [:

Went home, chiong to the bloody toilet. lol. switch on the aircon , used my laptop until i sleep :X .

Woke up at 4.30pm liddat , checked my phone , received a sms from someone that she said she's going to msia alrdy D: lol .

on msn w her until 6 plus ? lol , bathed & went downstairs to meet uncle . Went to yj house afterwards. went to dunman food court & had my dinner there . [: their kuey chap best ! somehow -.-

went to lan near katong there , played l4d. Weixin , sherwin , simon , ian&co. came afterwards , & of cause they were playing dota -.- went back to yj house 1 hr later. Ate tiramisu & DRANK WHISKY BABY! although it's just pint ... or maybe lesser.

Currently missing her . D: am still , am still , am still , am still , AM STILL . okay always will X:

ahrr . i miss you so much. ]:

BYEEEBYEEE :D

bored in malysia

hello , my boredom resulted me feel like blogging for willyk . hahas .
guess what ? im currently at malaysia -.-

stupid willyk must be sleeping . he said that he will pei me talk de . but my phone's auto roaming havent activate . my malaysia new house currently have house warming , everyone is preparing now . but im like damn bored . sitting at the sofa since 1pm using the laptop none stop .

willyk . please stop ton-ing outside la . haiyo . your mum will like , worry for you de uh . and i can say that , you all ton at reservoir is totally NO LIFE . lol .

okay la , i seriously dont know what to blog about willk's life ! cause he have no life ! hahas . okays okays . stop the nonesense -.-

wake up tell me kays ! i will still be online though :/

:D

fuck, we did a very low life thing today. haha.
Went to school today. slept through all the classes still tired. D:
Went to 121 & slack. morseton the whole day. went home, took a long nap. haha, i had weird dreams :/ , i dreamt that my ahgong came back. & we were v rich, & i was w a bunch of friends in my mansion o.o . as long as i rmb, there is yj, rb , beehan , uncle , terence , dexter & nicki -___- . stupid right !? haha. My phone sotsot the whole morning. cb -__- & i cant use it to message , will hang !

hmm, got fucking hungry after wards. afterall i whole day nv eat :/ . Called yj , as he ask me whether want to ton outside. But i went out & eat my dinner first. & soon bian wait for yj&rb. terence called me , ask me go his hse ton , but i said we at reservoir jetty tonned & he gan me. -.-

OKAY. tanroubing was fucking slow. yj was waiting for her under her house. Terence & francis came first. so i slacked w them. Went to reservoir jetty, the floor is damn wet , not dry yet, so we planned where to go , & a stupid idea came out of nowhere, koping mahjong table at blocks , door to door & bring it to terence house & play. the bird couple came afterwards. -__- we ending up koping bikes & Leo came after wards, & i thought who the fuck is that guy , wearing a beanie -.- . We went back to reservoir jetty . chatted awhile & daidee - ed.

roubing went back home at 3am. zzz . Yongjun decided to went crazy w me. we went to block 500+ kop bike. took a lot of time . but yay, i kop 2 bikes :D leo kop 2 bikes. . Leo went back w the bike i kop & cycled back home . i hate leo , he left the bike under his block , soon after that got stolen & i need to kop again. cb -.-
so i kop another bike . THEN, we go on to a journey to east coast -__-

Okay, on the way was fun, but after that, my legs are like numbbbbbbbbz. Terence had a new nick name, called NO-BRAKE! haha, cause he kept complaining his bike has no brake. -.- . my bike the wheel is small , it's very easy to free-hand ride. so i free hand ride & dance tecktonik otw X.X & we had breaks, almost every straights, just to wait for terence -.- reached east coast, WANTED to see sunrise, but got fucking clouds covering it, as it was going to rain :/ . Yongjun & terence went to yongjun's house. me & francis cycled back home -____- .


All this is worth . afterall , it pull us brother's feeling in . haha.




&& , MORSETON . X:



&ohyea. bye.

&! this is a long post :D




P.S

i bet my thigh is fucking fit now -______-

:|

no , this is not your fault . this is mine . you no need to say sorry , you're no in the wrong of anything .

im the one at fault . i made a big mistake at the beginning . if not things would not turn out this way . not only you dont know what i am thinking . i dont even know myself . i cant even make up my mind of things at times . and i couldnt understand . idk why too . its like . we are forever quarrelling or arguing over a small thing . just like now . we actually quarrelled over hair -.-

tell me , or is it i dont understand you well enough ?

:/

everything's my fault. sorry.

i hate leaving things as it is. i want to clear up things. i want to know what you are thinking . i don't know anything. i want to know how you think . fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck !

i'm better off dead.

...

i also don't know why i treated you cold sometimes. it is just how i sometimes react. maybe. yes, you did apologise, you're not the one at fault. i am.

yknw i understand why you throw your temper. i understand it very well. it just that my anger just came out & started exploding too, at least for awhile.

i hate making decisions too, thats why i always reply you that idk.

no, in fact it was the opposite, i felt much happier when i met you, nickipoh. you ain't discolouring my life, you're adding colours to it. life was so meaningless until we're together.

i wanna hug you tight so much.i don't want you to leave me. maybe i always think negatively, thats why i treated you coldly.

i love you .

sigh

i always say i will help you blog when im free . exams are finally over , i can somehow relax already :/

anyways , i can see that recently , there are something going wrong between us . and idk why . its just that . something is wrong . you know , i feel so on and off . sometimes you will treat me damn good and warm but the next minute you turn to be so cold and seems to ignoring me . yeahs , im the one at fault . especially last night . im so sorry that i threw my temper at you due to moodswing . i dont mean it and i did apologize .

you feel far away from me . i feel so far away from you too . everything seems to be changing . and idk if is it a positive or negative side . and can you realise that we seems to be lack of things to talk about ? sometimes i want to start a conversation wit you when i see you like very bored uh , but im stuck . i really dont know what to say . somehow we're in the different school , different type of lives and you seems to be know most of the things about me already . just that , never mind .

you know i feel so loss of words now . i dont mean to blog those emotional stuff . but then , its just that i cant help but saying them out . it just that something you should know . and i didnt really hide things from you . whenever we quarrelled or argued , i will ask . what you are thinking now or what you're planning to do now . but you always tell me idk . you know , i dont like to make decisions . i rather the others make the decisions . i dont wanna comment on anything much . just that , different people different views . maybe i think that this is right , but maybe you think that it is wrong . just that , different mindset .

look at those post . previously and after we were together . the changes are there . i feel so bad , i feel so guilty . you seems happier . in fact , much happier before you met nickipoh . she seems to be ruining your life . she seems to be producing darkness than rainbow . but why . you seems to be there whenever she's needed . whenever she's down . whenever she's bored . why . she fcuking treating you like what sia . taking you for granted .

yesterday , it never felt so far away .

:/

DISTANT. is what i'm feeling now. idk why , but somehow.

hmmpf.

alot of things happened lately. lols. alrites, talk about ytd.

Tuesday
Went to ITE college east @ simei for school excursion, early in th morning. fuck i swear it's fucking boring. zzz . Reached back to school at about 4.30pm .

went to 114 find Roubing&co. slacked around, aft that they went to 601 sat down there & texas hold'em.

Went home, changed & went back to find them, after that went to 500+ find beehan, yj rb & leo.

beehan went home after that, we went to reservoir jetty there & rest. took alot jiao pictures & play alot of jiao things.(sorry, i don't have the pictures yet, but will update when roubing send it to me.)

Went to YJ hse stay overnight.

LOL. & wednesday i bet no body's going for that excursion.


Wednesday

hmmm, went home after bathing at yj's house, lol. took bus 22 to tamp&find nicki&co. one of her friends & dexter&co. came after that.

lol, nicki suayy -.- got caught for vandalising Open Plaza's play ground. alot stupid things happened. blahblah. lol.

Went to petal & slacked & bussed to aljunied . francis & uncle watched basketball matches at dk whr, we slacked at dexter house. watched some vids, & mahjong. alot justice bao appeared on their faces. i don't like. zzz. took last bus of 21 to home afterwards.

losing a GAME only doesn't mean you can show attitude to others. Kay? i unds, but please.

goodnights, but i got no mood to sleep.

-___-

okay, today was lifeless. lols. woke up late today as ytd tonned. bathed, went to meet robin & work.

my leg was like -___- tired. robin went home afterwards, me & zhijie went around block selling pen.

slacked around & went home. sighh.

sorry ! i said i was going to meet you but i did not. ]:

hello..

hmm, lol. it's morning time & i haven't sleep. okay, continue on what i was blogging ytd, :D

hmmm, sigh. ..

aft dexter house, we went to the bus stop & took bus 21. Stopped at eunos inter, went to 7-11 & took a break. WALKED to east coast, slacked around there. lol, francis got a free almost full pack of cigg on the floor, lucky him. Went to the macdonald's when the clouds seems to be raining soon. Well, it did rain, & it flooded the floors outside mac, i wonder what will happened to the people sleeping in the tent. haha.

All of us decided to went home at around 6am in th morning. rb, yj & uncle went back, me & francis went blog shopping . i got a havainas . francis got a brazilian praia . WOOO. lol. went home around 7 - 8 . [:

sorry, doesn't have the mood to explain in details due to some problems. but i will update of cause :D

-.-

sighh, so less people came to school today. enjoyed the whole day just to slack&chat. haha.

Dexter, that asshole. asked us to go to school, bu in the end he didn't came due to his class hair checking :/ WTF !? we came as he told & he's the only fucktard that didn't came. but it's okay, haha, kinda enjoyed today's lesson , somehow. -.-

that really fucktard, robin, made me waited him for 30minutes under his block, asshole, after he bathed, went to on the com & ..... lol. yea.

all of us went to home of pool & went for pool evantually after everyone's changed . haha, pooled for like 1& a half match -.- . lanning after that .

everybody went to dexter house except dionis & beehan. :/

okay they are mahjong-ing now. shall update tomorrow somehow. lol.

im sorry

i really dont know what to say . this have been damn confusing and perstering me alot . its just that , yeahs . there's some other things you dont know and i didnt told you anything about it . i wanted to tell you yesterday . but i was held back by something . including my exams . i dont want this to affect anything right now . especially my mid year's major papers like amaths emaths poa chemistry not out yet . yeahs , i know i am selfish . im not a nice girl . you are not the one at fault . i am .

you treat me damn fcuk good . im not the one who cherishing you . im not the one who treasure you . you deserve someone better . im sorry . idk what the fcuk i talking about now . yeahs , i know . alot people must be thinking . im playing wit you . cause our relationship only last for 6 days . i didnt expect that to happen . i really thought of having a long long relationship wit you . but i really dont know what happen to me . idk . im sorry .

im feeling damn speechless now . its like i couldnt even think of anything else . i feel so guilty . yeahs , overflowing . im fcuking stuck at a fcuked up family that forever quarrelling wit me . im fcuking piss at my studies that i studied for it . and i neglected you . alot . i couldnt explain things right now . and i dont wanna too .

dont think so much . you're not not not the one at fault . i am . sorry . i know no matter how many millions or billions sorry i said will not mend the hurt i gave .

D:

idk what to say, your sweet smile always will brightened my day, idk why i felt so happy when im w you. fuck gawd i feel so confused & sad now. fuck.
idk what to do now. had been having sleepless nights feeling uneasy.


strikes through my heart , upon hearing negative things from you. it's overflowing a long time ago, i actually had the thoughts of giving u up, but i didn't . i can't control myself anymore, so i decided to ask you. but, its real this time. i will be fair & spare a thought for you, well that's what i've been doing all the time. but i guess all those are useless alrdy. i guess this is reality .

u said ure the one overflowing. i said it's me whos overflowed. forget it willykoh. you ain't god & can't control & think of how others is thinking. Go back to bedok north & study. you ain't good for her. you can't do a shit.

nickipoh

hello , he complained that his blog seems to be so dead . so he want me to help him . lol . i hate blogging . thats why i dont have a blog . lol . why must we tell everyone about our daily lives . haha . but i still have to like blog for this guy eventually -.- i really dont know what to write . let's talk about the world ends that is approaching in 3 more years . shouldnt we be cherish and treasure those who are around us now ? yeahs , who knows that is it gonna end or something . but willy think it not gonna be . my dad and dexter said the same thing . lol , i told my mum its scary and she say that since everyone is gonna die together , whats so scary about -.-

but i dont wanna die so early . i only survive for 14 years and 162 days only . but i wanna stay young . something i said everyday . life is full of suffering . but i still like it . lol . i dreamt of willy died ): and its damn scary cause im crying at his funeral and someone touched me and thats him . SCARY YOU KNOW . and he scolded me -.- also not i want to dream de . stupid . he like to hit me and box me . and i seriously dont know why -.- time seems to pass soooooo damn fast . "turn one eye" * direct translation from chinese * now already 2009 . and im currently sec three . and now is like gonna be june already . o levels starting for those who taking uh . seems so fast . and i feel that death is so near yet so far . but i wanna past my life happily yeah . i want study hard , grow up be lawyer ( i know alot will laugh cause i dont think i can achieve that myself ) .

okays , let stop talking about death . dont like that topic . idk why today no inspiration to write a story . lol . alrights . shall stop here . help you update next time la . sorry stupid .

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hello. haha, woke up @ terence house, cabbed to sch as we were late. fuck , it's 10dollar for the fare. lol. had physics for today. thought i was dead for sure, but it turns out directly opposite. it was damn hell easy [:

Went to Mac, w simon, weixin, roubing&co. Ate mcgriddles. not really say nice . :/ Went home & changed after that. claimed 10dollar from my grandma for the cab fare & got 5 more dollar for lunch. :D

Slacked, they were playing texas hold'em . lol, i lost 3 dollar only -.- francis lost 100+ . sad for him.

Went to petal macdonalds, find nicki . she was studying & i was talking to feon, haha.

Sent nicki back home, aft sending melissa to the bus stop & fuck i dropped my phone -.- . Went to find junjie afterwards. slacked , & went home [:

fuck.

HELLO. it's still daytime . hah !

Today

had maths & chemistry. maths was so screwed, i swear. lol. well, chem was easy, lol, at least i knw how to do everything in chem X: . Went home after smoking at opposite blog. alrites. sorry for the boring blogging. it's still early yknw.

byee , will blog at night [:

yoyo.

hello. alrites, summary's up!

Sunday.

Woke up @ terence house, went to petal block 607 study&play daidee. fuck, uncle had stomachache, & HE WENT TO THE STAIRS TO... LOL! W Went to find yj at petal bball court, he's w francis, annchen & kenneth&co.

Slacked after francis tapao his food, went to the block near petal daidee again.
Went home, packed & went to yj hse stay over.
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Monday

Had geog examination, not so screwed. went home around 12& changed. haha, Slacked all th way, to SOMEONE: sorry, didn't pei you even i said i wanted to stay w you. sorry.

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hello. currently @ terence house. haha, sorry that i have been mia-ing from blogging, thats because im lazy X: . & fuck. something w the com so i cant upload the damn photos.

thanks to that stupid pig for updating for me even when i'm beside you. haha !

alrites. lets start w the day, Woke up at dexter house. thats the last time we can ton in his house ! must learn to cherish okay ! yj went back home when we were going to fetch francis. Went to 119 aljunied there eat, went back home change as dexter need to go out w his family. bballing at cc w kenneth&co w francis.

Went to the indian stall beside mac eat. fuck the mutarbak chicken sucked. & it fucking cost $6 ! Went home & get changed. Slacked at 114 while waiting for francis , by myself !

Went to terence house, slacked & mahjong. terence's mahjong table has been THROWN away by his mother. wtf !? we borrowed, A TABLE from his neighour. started mahjong playing 5cent / 10cent. but not bad eh ! i last round 7pairs 5 tai ! & i didn't even notice until i looked further at my tiles.

OKAY. thats all for today ! haha. okay shall blog longer next time. sorry [:

first may (:

hello , today is first may . hahas . guess whose what is the occasion other than labour day ? wahahahas . actually , im not willy . wahahahahas . but koh is beside me ! D: he's spying on what im typing ): he just bit me T.T evil koh . aiya , im bored like shit -.- everyone is playing mahjong ! only me and willy and yong jun is like rotting at my house -.- we spent his birthday at vivo . wanted to catch a movie but dexter cant make it due to probation :/ in the end , we went to aljunied to have our dinner and then come to my house .

hahs , i know my english is like cannot make it cause koh is like laughing at me ): hate him . he bit me . i think he's hungry -.- but im too thin ! hahas ! actually robin and dionis wanted to stay over too but its too late . so they decided to leave after taking a look at my house . we bought flashpoint , wanted to watch . but everyone ended up playing mahjong :/ its a nice movie yeahs .

we stole hennessy from my dad , drank abit and put it back . hahas . yongjun , birthday boy and me wanted to watch friday the 13 . but stupid yongjun go load a documentry of it ! wasted my attention to it . hahas , idk what to write already lahr :/ once in a million i help someone blog yeahs . stupid . he must be honoured can . he just did a ahem* -.- shouldnt have help him . hahas , yongjun just came in . stupid , hahas . we are like rotting -.-

i guess this will be a long post ? hahas , better than him -.- always blog abit jiu dont want blog liaos . then create blog for what . lol . anyways , idk what to write already . hahas .

*tsk . i didnt buy presents for him :X

lastly , happy sweet 15th to kohbeekang's grandson . hahas , its time for you to grow up . dont keep wondering outside in the streets , later kohbeekang dig her saikang , wondering where are you how ? HAHAHAHAHS .