If you cannot tank then dont ask for a break up in the first place.

Isn't it the best time to forget me? I heard from Francis there's this guy name Junjie already what. Just get go along with him la. I hope that guy will treat you better & you pray he doesn't have those kind of close girlfriends like I did. Pray he can tank your on off behaviour longer than I do. Treat him right, don't keep giving your new guy those attitude anymore.

Why is it so difficult for you to hate me. Hate me so it'll make you forget me faster..

My life is seriously full of shit. Why does so many things have to be happened on me? I used to be such a carefree guy. I used to think that I could withstand any pain that life can give to me but I don't think so right now. All these problems, all of it. What made it happened? The answer is "Love" , love fucks people up but people just kept on going back & forth in this hazardous trip to own's heart.

I found myself dead & missing you.

.................................................................. can I kill myself so I won't have all this fucking trouble. Heart pain eh -___-.

So... This is my ranting blog yay...
I don't like it, you & that guy like sweet only -__- okcan willy okcan ahah. I paranoid okay. fuckfuckfuck lol.

Wanted to tell you something at first but.. Forget it. Nevermind, since you're feeling so low enough I don't want to make it even more worse.

Perhaps we both are just licking each other's wound. I don't know what more could I do, I don't know what I can do already. Maybe it's just not meant to be.

Jakarta

Soooo, I'm going to Jakarta with this good friend of mine on the 25th! So hyped up for all those food & stuffs there like omg. Going on the 25th & coming back on the 1st or 2nd oct. Hope we have a safe trip there. :S & I think my blog is boring, but again, who cares! ciaos.

Dear you,

I'm sorry for everything. Sorry to have to break your heart. Sorry that I have to make you cry alone at night. Sorry for crying together with you. Just take care of yourself well, I know you can. I'm no longer there to help you with anything anymore okay? Please do well & take good care.

Slowly move on, as like how I'm trying to.

I want you to learn how to take care of yourself.

So you wouldn't be so dependent on me. It's a great thing to have that something call independent. There are really times, I just couldn't be there for you. I couldn't be there for you ALL the time, but most of the time, I will. I will try my best to be there for you everytime, but don't take it for granted.