im sorry

i really dont know what to say . this have been damn confusing and perstering me alot . its just that , yeahs . there's some other things you dont know and i didnt told you anything about it . i wanted to tell you yesterday . but i was held back by something . including my exams . i dont want this to affect anything right now . especially my mid year's major papers like amaths emaths poa chemistry not out yet . yeahs , i know i am selfish . im not a nice girl . you are not the one at fault . i am .

you treat me damn fcuk good . im not the one who cherishing you . im not the one who treasure you . you deserve someone better . im sorry . idk what the fcuk i talking about now . yeahs , i know . alot people must be thinking . im playing wit you . cause our relationship only last for 6 days . i didnt expect that to happen . i really thought of having a long long relationship wit you . but i really dont know what happen to me . idk . im sorry .

im feeling damn speechless now . its like i couldnt even think of anything else . i feel so guilty . yeahs , overflowing . im fcuking stuck at a fcuked up family that forever quarrelling wit me . im fcuking piss at my studies that i studied for it . and i neglected you . alot . i couldnt explain things right now . and i dont wanna too .

dont think so much . you're not not not the one at fault . i am . sorry . i know no matter how many millions or billions sorry i said will not mend the hurt i gave .