Not random anymore .

I wish there is a time machine , so i could restart everything in my life. So that i could had been more filial to my grandpa when i was small so he would leave this world with no regrets whatsoever. Could study harder when i was small . Could have learn be more sensible when i was small . Save money when i was small . Wouldn't have to start smoking . Be more hardworking . But no . Time ticks from the start of your life . There wouldn't be a "Pause menu - select restart ?" Hell no man , there's only "game over - restart ?" But by doing that , everything will get erased , & you won't remember anything, or learning anything about the mistakes at all . Life is full of bullshit when it is filled with nothing but fails.

Grr. ): sad life.

如果。但是已经是不可能的事了。